How should I love you

Now that I think about it

All my blabbering about wanting a relationship,  knowing it would be too much to handel

Never really meaning it , but still wishing for a magic to scandel

Now that I think about it ,

Even if magic worked and I got the one I want

Do I really know how to keep that person

Am I capable of st so big , am I sure I won't make his wounds more worsen

May be he was hurted before or may be he is a very happy soul

Would I be able to understand him

Now that I think about it ,

Dating is not a new topic ofcourse but forever love surely is

Dose the thing called forever love even exist

Should I shower love infront of close door and still persist

Persist until its open for me ,

Surely I'm too naive for this thing called love ,

When infact I don't even know how to love or even how to make selfless decision

Love requires sacrifice , compromise adjustments, 

Such big terms they are ,

Just the terms I don't wana get familiar with

I agree I know nothing about it

But I wana know more and more

To make u happy or atleast not sad

The time we met I wana be well known about love

Yr unknown identity make it even more difficult

I wana know about u too , to look after u

Ive seen it , seems like

People talk big about it,  it's just a illusion right

This game of confession got nothing false nothing true

I wana love you harder enough to keep you

Keep u by my side forever , tell me how should I love you