Into my darkness

Let me start by saying I won’t let my darkness win. and if you  let it win that this is the end of Who you are. I feel nothing I see nothing in my future. as I lay down on my bed and my heart fades into darkness devoid of love and helpless to do anything. I remember back to all of our good times that we had but Then I snapped back and wonder! if I was gone who would even care nobody that’s who and that’s why. I must go. My hell is my life and my life is my darkness.deep inside lise a little light flickering in my darkness and dispaer. death waiting around every corner. as I look behind me see all of my my family. and look into my darkness I see my oldest self staring back at me telling me to do wicked deeds. and my demons trying to take over me. so I say why not let them in and let them take over. then my pain and sorrow and darkness will fade. But hay if I let my darkness stay awake. then all of me will be dead inside.and I’m not ready to die. so don’t cry because my darkness will stay inside as I rise and my darkness falls.

I will not fall I will not break i will Conquer the darkness with in my heart.as the demons take control of my heart and my spirit shakes like a earthquake. my heart is on the break of falling into darkness.but I will not fall I will not break I will not let my darkness control my fate. so I must escape my twisted fate.and my darkness must cease to be. I was just a lil boy when my darkness took ahold of me. whispering it’s dark deeds telling me to do wicked things. I pleaded with the darkness inside of me. why must you have me do these wicked things. and my darkness replies because you need me and I will never cease to be. so I say I will not fall I will not  break. I cast the darkness away as I say my that my darkness fades. away to come again another day. so I say I will not fall I will not break I will lock the darkness away.

By Hurricane into my darkness 

male rap soul