Conquer my feelings
Even when I’m bleeding out, eyes to the floor
Conquer my demons
Drag me through the fire till we kick that door
If I fall back, pull me forward
When my heart cracks, say it louder
Conquer my feelings
Till I’m not scared anymore
Black hoodie at noon
Curtains drawn, same room
Swear the clock talks trash
Saying I’ll die soon
Phone screen, cracked hope
Scroll hell, dark jokes
Every dream feels cheap
Till your text cut through that smoke
“You can conquer my feelings”
Typed slow, I froze, kept reading
Like you lit a match
In the corner of my ceiling
I’ve been scared of the mirror
Scared of the past I chose
You said “believe in the path you chose”
Now it feels less closed
Conquer my feelings
Even when I’m bleeding out, eyes to the floor
Conquer my demons
Drag me through the fire till we kick that door
If I fall back, pull me forward
When my heart cracks, say it louder
Conquer my feelings
Till I’m not scared anymore
Laziness feels like chains
Heavy on my veins
Bed like a grave
Where I bury my days
You said, “don’t let laziness stop you”
Voice in my skull, it shocked through
Every “later” I’d stacked
Started to rot through
You told me “Persevere”
Name me like a curse, like armor
I been drowning in a tear
You turned the flood into a mantra
So I lace my boots
Even if my hands still shake
Yeah, I move half-speed
But I move, that’s all it takes
Conquer my feelings
Even when I’m bleeding out, eyes to the floor
Conquer my demons
Drag me through the fire till we kick that door
If I fall back, pull me forward
When my heart cracks, say it louder
Conquer my feelings
Till I’m not scared anymore
If I relapse, if I sink back
Would you still call me strong, still say I’ll make it back?
“Believe in the path… believe in the path…”
I loop your words like a spell
Till the ghosts can’t laugh
(Conquer my feelings,
Con-Conquer my feelings)
(If I fall back, pull me forward
Conquer my feelings)
Conquer my feelings
Even when I’m bleeding out, eyes to the floor
Conquer my demons
Drag me through the fire till we kick that door
If I fall back, pull me forward
When my heart cracks, say it louder
Conquer my feelings
Till I’m not scared anymore
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