**\[Verse 1]**
Something’s crawling under my skin
No idea where it begins
I don't fit in here... I don't fit in anywhere
Every gaze just slips right past
Like I’m stained from some dark past
What did I do to deserve this emptiness?
**\[Pre-Chorus]**
But then he walks in—
A storm wrapped in leather sin
Everything I hate, everything I fear...
Why can't I look away?
**\[Chorus]** *(Back vocals: "Detest... possess... confess...")*
He’s everything I detest—
But he’s got this pull in his chest
He claims me in ways that make me burn
And I swore I’d never return
To chains, to names, to begging pleas
But he’s down on both his knees
And I’m not sure who’s really in control...
**\[Verse 2]**
He wants to break me, make me bend
But I won't shatter—I transcend
I’m not your girl, not a prize to cage
My fire’s louder than your rage
My mind is steel, even if I bleed
You’ll never plant your twisted seed
**\[Bridge]** *(Soft, haunting harmonies)*
But there’s a glint in his cruel eyes
When I rise and defy
He makes me sit at his side each night
Guarding me like I’m his right
Why would he do that… why?
**\[Chorus]** *(Back vocals more intense)*
He’s everything I detest—
But he's nothing like the rest
Rumors paint him black as coal
But he’s handing me his soul
The monster hides a bleeding heart
He’s been broken from the start
And I don’t know if I hate him anymore...
**\[Breakdown]** *(Whispers + distorted vocals)*
"You're mine," he says
But I bite back,
"You don't get to own me."
And yet…
I still sit beside him.
Why?
**\[Final Chorus]**
He’s everything I detest—
But maybe I misjudged the test
Beneath the danger, something’s pure
And now I’m not so sure…
If I want to run or stay
If I crave him night and day
This darkness might be where I finally belong…
**\[Outro – whispered]**
He’s everything I detest...
Or so I thought.
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