My dead beat dad

Where do i start in my story, I grew up in a council estate, my father beat me my mum and brainwashed my brother and sister, I was trapped in a dark hole for 16years in prison solitary confinement, put into a psych ward at age 15 I had a mental breakdown got the psychosis from my dead beat dad, he abused rip all my dignity, for what his own pleasure, I fucking hate him and for you ma I love you you tried your best but this dead beat just put you down, im sorry for all the nasty things I said to you because I love you ma your the one that guided me through the shit he through at me ma forgive me that I blamed you ma forgive me that I shouted and screamed at you, and when I took that overdose your cried your heart out im sorry ma I put you through shit because of my dead beat dad, I want to say im sorry and sorry never cut it you suffered to the bruises and more, it so sick what he did you cant name it on a song so to all the mum out there who been abused your amazing and always remember your important, dad if I could say this to you your not my dad your just a abuser in my life that got away with it for now just remember someone gunna catch you out,

Fuck you you dead beat dad

Fuck you you dead beat dad

You live you life perfectly so great but what you dont know its all going to come crashing down because nastistic people will always fuck shit up and remember the past haunt them,

Fuck you you dead beat dad

Fuck you you dead beat dad

Let me end here with a simple message im living a better life than you because I done have demons haunting me, how can you sleep at night, im opening new door to success while you shouting the demon away, karma a bitch right....