Silent Agony

I’m in between, I don’t know where to stand

My mind’s a storm, but my heart won’t understand

I’m caught in a war I never chose

Between holding on and letting go

Every thought pulls me a different way

And I’m breaking more with every day

I’m torn to pieces, can’t find the start

My love for you is tearing me apart

I feel my skin peeling off my soul

This kind of pain, no one should know

I’m screaming in silent agony

And you didn’t even care for me

You were the light I used to chase

Now you’re the shadow I can't erase

I gave you all, you gave me none

Now I’m drowning in what we’ve become

Every side I turn, I bleed

Love was never supposed to feel like need

I’m torn to pieces, can’t find the start

My love for you is tearing me apart

I feel my skin peeling off my soul

This kind of pain, no one should know

I’m screaming in silent agony

And you didn’t even care for me

Do you even see what you’ve left behind?

A shell of a heart, a fading mind

I gave my fire, you watched it burn

Now I’ve got nothing left to learn

Still torn to pieces, lost in the dark

Your ghost still lives in every spark

My skin, my voice, my shattered core

I’m not the same as I was before

I screamed your name in silent agony

But you…

You never cared for me

Now I drift where I can’t be found

A love too loud to make a sound