NPD

Care when I can be seen. It’s like I’m living a narcissistic dream. But it all came crashing. Well I guess not all. How do we piece all our pieces together when they don’t align.

I think I’m the most evil. I think I’m the most kind. I think I’m the most stressed. I think I’m just fine. Today I’m hopeless, tomorrow on cloud 9. Yesterday is remembered. Not forgotten but softened with time.

solve peoples problems so I’m liked. I want to help those in need to hide the need in me. I want to be vulnerable for attention but I don’t want to be seen but see me. Leave me alone and come close but not too close or I’ll get grossed out. Ick, sick, stop sweating me.

I think I’m the most evil I think I’m the most kind I think I’m the most stressed I think I’m just fine. Today I’m hopeless tomorrow cloud 9. Yesterday is remembered, not forgotten but softened with time.