Why am I me

Why am I me i wonder sometimes. Injuries left me not as I usd to be. Pain everyday inside and out. I feel like my body is failing me. Crazy life but I'm not ready. To young to be. Already lost most of my family.

So so down i don't know what's the point of being around. Would anybody even really miss me. Maybe a relief losing me. No more burden or worries. I'm a waste prisoner in my own body. Lost feeling alone not worthy.

What am I paying for. I hate this feeling. Lost hurt not feeling good enough for unconditional love. Not worthy of it aparrently. Fukk me I'm sad I'm not feeling it not feeling me.

So so down i don't know what's the point of being around. Would anybody even really miss me. Maybe a relief losing me. No more burden or worries. I'm a waste prisoner in my own body. Lost feeling alone not worthy.

Fukk i wish I was me a few years ago. Everything would be better not a burden anymore. I'm never gonna take myself away but maybe just maybe tomorrow is gonna be the day Everything stops hurting again.

So so down i don't know what's the point of being around. Would anybody even really miss me. Maybe a relief losing me. No more burden or worries. I'm a waste prisoner in my own body. Lost feeling alone not worthy.

I truly thought it was gone from me. But I'm still not good enough. Crippled body lungs and heart not working for me. Broken back neck heary is heavy. What's the point of getting healthy.

Would anybody really miss me.

So so down i don't know what's the point of being around. Would anybody even really miss me. Maybe a relief losing me. No more burden or worries. I'm a waste prisoner in my own body. Lost feeling alone not worthy.

Probably wouldn't even have a funeral for me. Body discarded trash is all I feel it unfortunately. I'm sorry for being me.

So so down i don't know what's the point of being around. Would anybody even really miss me. Maybe a relief losing me. No more burden or worries. I'm a waste prisoner in my own body. Lost feeling alone not worthy.

I don't know what's the point right now. Should I disappear run away die alone somewhere in won't be a burden for anybody. I have so much love in me. Not feeling good enough to be. Forever isn't very long for me. I'm worthless atleast that's how I'm feeling. God doesn't even want me. I'm still here feeling like this.i thought it was gone. Boom back to slowly kill me. I really don't want to die alone. But it's inevitable aparrently. My fate will see.