Crack in the Wall

[Verse 1]
Ashtray on the windowsill
Coffee gone cold by noon
Phone face down on the table
I keep scrolling in my head anyway
Same three apps
Same three lies
"I'll quit tomorrow"
As another "last time" slides by
[Chorus]
Addicted to the fear of falling
So I stay right here
Not moving at all
Yeah I chain myself to every warning
Till the cage feels safer than the call
But there’s a crack in the wall
I see it
Little line of gold sneaking through
If the fear can grow
Then so can healing
I ain't done yet
I ain't through
[Verse 2]
Every little high
Hiding from the "what if"
Every little fix
Fading when the sun hits
Afraid to be lonely
Afraid to be known
So I picked my poisons
Over picking up the phone
[Chorus]
Addicted to the fear of failing
So I never let my hands get dirty
Yeah I stay stuck replaying endings
Where I’m thirty
Forty
Never worthy
But there’s a crack in the wall
I see it
Little line of gold sneaking through
If the fear can grow
Then so can healing
I ain't done yet
I ain't through
[Bridge]
Maybe all these ghosts
Are just frightened versions of me (oh)
Maybe all these chains
Are just stories I can set free
So I breathe in slow
Name the things that I survive
Every scar that used to own me
Becomes proof I’m still alive
[Chorus]
Addicted to the fear of living
Now I’m learning how to let it pass through
When the panic starts
I call it what it is
Just a shadow
Not the truth
But there’s a crack in the wall
I see it
Little line of gold sneaking through
If the fear can grow
Then so can healing
I ain't done yet
I ain't through

Country Sad,  Laid Back, Gritty Raspy Voice