

Prompt / Lyrics
[Verse 1] Ashtray on the windowsill Coffee gone cold by noon Phone face down on the table I keep scrolling in my head anyway Same three apps Same three lies "I'll quit tomorrow" As another "last time" slides by [Chorus] Addicted to the fear of falling So I stay right here Not moving at all Yeah I chain myself to every warning Till the cage feels safer than the call But there’s a crack in the wall I see it Little line of gold sneaking through If the fear can grow Then so can healing I ain't done yet I ain't through [Verse 2] Every little high Hiding from the "what if" Every little fix Fading when the sun hits Afraid to be lonely Afraid to be known So I picked my poisons Over picking up the phone [Chorus] Addicted to the fear of failing So I never let my hands get dirty Yeah I stay stuck replaying endings Where I’m thirty Forty Never worthy But there’s a crack in the wall I see it Little line of gold sneaking through If the fear can grow Then so can healing I ain't done yet I ain't through [Bridge] Maybe all these ghosts Are just frightened versions of me (oh) Maybe all these chains Are just stories I can set free So I breathe in slow Name the things that I survive Every scar that used to own me Becomes proof I’m still alive [Chorus] Addicted to the fear of living Now I’m learning how to let it pass through When the panic starts I call it what it is Just a shadow Not the truth But there’s a crack in the wall I see it Little line of gold sneaking through If the fear can grow Then so can healing I ain't done yet I ain't through
Tags
Country Sad, Laid Back, Gritty Raspy Voice
2:47
No
3/24/2026