Hyperfocus by Shelon

Fluorescent lights and midnight screens, a world built just for our two dreams.

I dove so deep, I lost the ground, in the hyperfocus of your sound.

Every shared link, every late-night call, I hung my hopes on standing tall, but the picture's shifting, and the colors faded.

I see the hours that you save, the distance in the silence that you gave.

(Chorus)

'Cause the interest you sold isn't there no more... it got dressed quickly and left swiftly through the door.

It's just a phase you're in, a thing you casually pursue, am just glad you weren't as selfish but gave me the clue.

Is it really hard to send a line, a simple "hello," saying you're fine? Or was it just me being to much because I thought you were all mine?

Days felt longer as your silence grew quieter,

And I'm slowly realizing I was the only fighter.

(Verse 2)

The clock hand drags across the wall, while I wait to see if you will call.

Minutes turn to hours, hours to days, blurring into a waiting haze.

I check my phone, I hear no chime, just ghosts of all our wasted time.

The energy I used to pour, I can't find it in me anymore.

It was a current, strong and bright, now just a flicker in the night.

(Bridge)

Now all is done, no strength to spare, just remnants of a faded idea I thought was clear. No longer hyperfocus - my blinders are off, am just mad I went all in but didn't guarded my heart.