[Intro – wounded but confident]
Yeah…
One of those nights…
Lemme talk…
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[Verse – FN-style pain + betrayal + bounce]
I been cross’d so much, I don’t trust no soul around me,
People swear they with you till they see you really climbin’.
Used to give my all, now my heart feel like a diamond—
Hard from all the pressure, but the cracks keep remindin’.
I remember days when they laughed at what I dreamed,
Told me I was crazy for believin’ I could lead.
Turned around quick when they saw I made a scene,
Now they want a seat but they ain’t help me plant the seed.
Everybody fake now, loyalty is overpriced,
They’ll smile in your face, then cut you down overnight.
Had to learn the hard way who was wrong and who was right,
Every single loss became the reason I ignite.
Why they mad at me for goin’ places they ain’t go?
Why they throwin’ shade when I just want my people close?
Why they spreadin’ rumors like I’m someone they expose?
I been fightin’ demons they don’t ever gotta know.
I was tryna heal while they wanted me to break down,
Took a lot of hits but I never put the flame out.
Every time they doubted, I just turned it to a takedown—
Now I walk different ’cause I see through all the fake now.
They was movin’ funny, I ain’t notice till it changed me,
Had to cut ’em off before the jealousy could stain me.
Tryna play it humble, but the journey rearranged me,
Pain made me wiser, but the scars made me angry.
Now I’m movin’ smart—every vibe, I gotta measure,
Talkin’ on my name but they won’t ever touch the pressure.
Everything I carry turned the struggle to a treasure,
Built my own path without askin’ for a gesture.
I don’t show emotion ’cause it gave ’em too much power,
Gave my all to people who would fold within an hour.
Fought to find myself in the middle of the sour,
Came out of the dark like I bloomed from a flower.
Cross me once? Ain’t no comin’ back from that,
I ain’t holdin’ grudges, I just never circle back.
Every broken bond taught me how to stay intact—
Now I rise stronger from the weight they thought I’d crack.
Yeah…
Scars in my voice…
Pain in my cadence…
Strength in my choices.
RusManTv
