He did it too his self

Verse 1]

Yeah, he did it first, yeah he played that part,

Talkin’ big moves, but he broke my heart,

Sayin’ “it’s me,” but it’s him from the start,

Now I’m sittin’ here low, tryna heal in the dark.

He did it to himself, now he miss what we had,

I ain’t even petty, just a lil’ bit mad,

He the reason that the love turned bad,

But I still feel it deep, yeah, that’s sad.

He did it first, and he did it to himself,

Now I’m missin’ what we had, but I blame no one else,

I still miss him down below, can’t lie to my soul,

Tryna stay strong, but my heart won’t fold.

Every text, every call, I replay that tone,

Feelin’ lonely but I’m better alone,

He made his choice, now I’m holdin’ my own,

But my body still remembers when he called it “home.”

I don’t chase, I replace, that’s the code I know,

But my mind still drifts where the memories go,

I ain’t weak, just real — gotta let that show,

He did me wrong, but I still can’t let go.

He did it first, and he did it to himself,

Now I’m missin’ what we had, but I blame no one else,

I still miss him down below, can’t lie to my soul,

Tryna stay strong, but my heart won’t fold.

He the one who broke the chain,

Now I’m out here numb to pain,

Still I feel him in my veins,

He did it first — but I miss him just the same. 💔