These Easy Things

I know you’re worried at night

My brain is telling me

That something aint right

And down inside im having conflict

My heart knows what’s best

But im questioning if I solved the problems I thought I had fixed

Cause what shows and glows

Has gone cold and dark

deep down covered in these ugly scars

Sit in the quiet wondering if

Anyone has done this or knows

Im wondering if im being taught a lesson

Questioning myself if I have unknown or blind to my depression

And if gods really pulling these strings mapping out and drawing this plan up in heaven

Why has he made it so hard?

Im felling like a string pulled undone

I thought I had it put together

But I have fears im running from

I don’t know if it’s just me But im feeling like nothing is easy to see

I’m starting to find peace in these easy things

Im a lover not a fighter

And im getting tired of fighting these fires

I guess this will all be done soon

Done soon

Cause Im a cold-blooded killer

Killing sides of me, are they good or bad

And am I becoming a sinner like my dad

Im lying here tonight cant close my eyes

Facing fears, fighting fires, facing demons

And I don’t know why

Mom calls me once in a while

Ill tell her its all fine and give her fake news, Don’t want her worrying

That’s just my style

I set out on these empty miles

Ill drive a road pass these signs I can’t read and get empty once in a while

I guess it will all be done soon

I won’t project these problems

I just need to find myself

Find that person, hold and love them

I guess getting older

Has you do new things

You’re giving being how a kid is sober

It will be done soon

Done soon

Im wondering if im being taught a lesson

Questioning myself if I have unknown or blind to my depression

And if gods really pulling these strings mapping out and drawing this plan up in heaven

Why has he made it so hard?

Im felling like a string pulled undone

I thought I had it put together

But I have fears im running from

I don’t know if it’s just me But im feeling like nothing is easy to see

I’m starting to find peace in these easy things

Im a lover not a fighter

And im getting tired of fighting these fires

I guess this will all be done soon

I know you’re worried at night

My brain is telling me

That something aint right

And down inside im having conflict

My heart knows what’s best

But im questioning if I solved the problems I thought I had fixed

Cause what shows and glows

Has gone cold and dark

deep down covered in these ugly scars

Sit in the quiet wondering if

Anyone has done this or knows