[Intro]
Bright sun, not a cloud in the sky, but something’s wrong inside
Heartbeat’s racing, feeling lost, I can't deny
Seems like a good day, but I feel the weight, I wanna hide
Why do I feel like I can’t get this right?
[Verse 1]
Woke up with hope, dressed the best I could, thinking today’s the day
Coffee in hand, ready to face the world, all my fears away
But every small mistake, it echoes louder, doubt’s a ghost
Deep down I know I’ve lost control, I hate what I’ve become
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I blame myself, can’t escape the pain?
This crushing guilt, it’s all the same
Thought I had it under control, but I feel so small
Wanna run away, just forget it all
[Chorus]
Good day turned so wrong, I don’t wanna stay
Feel like I don’t belong, want to run away
All I know is I’m so tired of trying to be strong
Can’t take the pressure, where did I go wrong?
[Instrumental Break]
(haunting electric guitar solo; dark drums pounding, heavy bass, ghostly synth)
[Verse 2]
Every task I touch, it slips away, I’m losing grip
The weight I carry, it’s too much, I’m about to flip
Tried to keep my cool, but I’m breaking inside, I wanna hide
Does anyone see, does anyone care? I just wanna leave
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I blame myself, can’t escape the pain?
This crushing guilt, it’s all the same
Thought I had it under control, but I feel so small
Wanna run away, just forget it all
[Chorus]
Good day turned so wrong, I don’t wanna stay
Feel like I don’t belong, want to run away
All I know is I’m so tired of trying to be strong
Can’t take the pressure, where did I go wrong?
[Bridge]
Haunted by words I said, the mistakes I made
Lost in this dark, I wish I could escape
Longing for home, for peace, for quiet nights
Instead I’m trapped, in these endless fights
[Outro]
Good day turned bad, I blame myself again
Wish I could rewind, erase, and then
Just go home, where I belong, break these chains
Forget the pain, start anew, free from this Strain
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