I cut once, I cut twice
It stops all the feeling inside
I cut again and I’m numb
I know it’s dumb but I don’t wanna stop
I don’t ever wanna feel again
Love is pain and feelings are weakness
That’s why I won’t ever stop
I get hurt too many times
I can’t take it much more
All this over thinking has got me crying
So I cut once, I cut twice
To stop all the feeling inside
I cut again and I’m numb
I know it’s dumb but I can’t stop
I don’t ever wanna feel again
All these voices telling me to do it
Telling me I’ll be better
I struggle to resist
Until all the walls are broken down
And I can’t resist any longer
I cut once, I cut twice
It stops all the feeling inside
I cut again and I’m numb
I know it’s dumb but I can’t stop
I never wanna feel again
It’s not worth it they tell me
But it only helps me so leave me be
I’ve lost everything in life
My mother went to prison when I was 9
And I’ve been beaten anytime I crossed a line
I was told to show no emotions
1 hit, 2 hit
1 cut, 2 cut there’s no difference
It’s my only way to cope and I can’t get enough
The way it makes me feel is something I can’t explain
I cut once, I cut twice
It stops all the feeling inside
I cut again and I’m numb
I know it’s dumb but I can’t stop
I never wanna feel again
I let them win, I listen to them
I cut deeper and deeper till I can’t feel
The blood keeps spilling but I don’t care
I can’t feel a single thing and that’s all that matters
I cut again and again so 1 cut turns into 2
And 2 turns into 5 and next thing I know
I have scars all over my thighs
Cutting is the only way to stop this horrible feeling
I don’t wanna feel anymore