Feelings

Ayo 

From the first time we met 
Everything seemed right 
You treated me so well
I let my guard down
Fell too hard, now all I’m carrying is scars
You left and went away 
Have this burden of shame 
I have carrying on my shoulders 
Fell in love again, only for to go through 
This bullshit again
The lying, the cheating, the emotional 
Manipulation 
Too bad we didn’t grow into a softer generation 
Tired of the shit 
Giving my all, maybe that’s why I continue to fall 
You came back again saying you waited for four years 
Like I owed you time replacement 
Boy you lookin foolish cause what the fuck are you sayin? 
Everything seemed to be going good again 
Until you started your bullshit again
Making everything bout you when some shit not even bout you 
Punishing me while you take your space 
Cause what the fuck did I ever do to you in the first place? 
You wanna play the victim card, when sweetheart 
You are farrrrrrrrrr away from placing it 
You weren’t there emotionally, you weren’t there physically 
But wanna play the blame game and throw shit in my face? 
You got some real nerve, actin like you own the place 
When in reality you’re just a bitch 
Acting like a little boy, holy shit ain’t that rich 
I tried to help you, while I moved on 
You took my words and kindness, and shit on it straight 
I shouldn’t have to tell a grown ass man to get his shit in the right place 
You acted like you loved me, when that ain’t the case 
Cause to love someone you gotta face 
The facts, face the truth, face all the bullshit that comes on through 
You too immature for your own good
Boy quit lying, you know this song true 
You bite off more than you can chew 
You say you ain’t got feelings for my best friend 
But bitch your actions speak louder, fuck your words they don’t mean shit 
I hope you grow up to be a man 
Instead of a toddler in their pampers again
You got me fucked up 
So I had to write this song
Cause bitch who the fuck you lyin too? 
Cause I ain’t the one 

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