Lost in Nonty
Verse 1
I wake to dust-laden light where your shadow used to lie
Empty sheets whisper secrets of our late night sighs
Your coffee cup still stained with sugar-sweet regret
I trace its rim, wishing we hadn’t reached the end
Verse 2
Rain taps my window like a heart that won’t let go
Each drop recalls your laughter echoing below
I wander through our memories—faded Polaroid skies
And wonder how a love so vivid falls to silent cries
Pre-Chorus
I chase the ache you left behind
A ghost that lives inside my mind
Chorus
Nonty, in my darkest dreams you’re the only light I see
Nonty, every breath reminds me what you used to mean to me
My heart beats fractured rhythms, lost without your name
In shades of blue I’m drowning, can’t escape this flame
Verse 3
Night unfolds its velvet cape around my hollowed core
I count the scars depression carved behind each door
Your voice drifts through the hallway like a distant song
And I’m here, memorizing every note that felt so wrong
Pre-Chorus
Your absence is a storm I can’t outpace
I’m praying for salvation in your face
Chorus
Nonty, in my darkest dreams you’re the only light I see
Nonty, every breath reminds me what you used to mean to me
My heart beats fractured rhythms, lost without your name
In shades of blue I’m drowning, can’t escape this flame
Bridge
If pain’s a river, I’m the stone that’s worn away
Every tear erodes the part of me that used to say
“I’m stronger now,” but I’m weaker than I’ll ever know
Nonty, come back and teach me how to let you go
Final Chorus
Nonty, in my broken heart you’re the healing I still crave
Nonty, in this endless night your memory’s my grave
My soul’s a vacant canvas, painting dreams of you in vain
In shades of blue I’m captive, hoping for the day I break these chains
Outro
The morning finds me empty—but I hold on to your name
Nonty, maybe someday I’ll rise above this pain