Lost in you Nonty

Lost in Nonty

Verse 1

I wake to dust-laden light where your shadow used to lie

Empty sheets whisper secrets of our late night sighs

Your coffee cup still stained with sugar-sweet regret

I trace its rim, wishing we hadn’t reached the end

Verse 2

Rain taps my window like a heart that won’t let go

Each drop recalls your laughter echoing below

I wander through our memories—faded Polaroid skies

And wonder how a love so vivid falls to silent cries

Pre-Chorus

I chase the ache you left behind

A ghost that lives inside my mind

Chorus

Nonty, in my darkest dreams you’re the only light I see

Nonty, every breath reminds me what you used to mean to me

My heart beats fractured rhythms, lost without your name

In shades of blue I’m drowning, can’t escape this flame

Verse 3

Night unfolds its velvet cape around my hollowed core

I count the scars depression carved behind each door

Your voice drifts through the hallway like a distant song

And I’m here, memorizing every note that felt so wrong

Pre-Chorus

Your absence is a storm I can’t outpace

I’m praying for salvation in your face

Chorus

Nonty, in my darkest dreams you’re the only light I see

Nonty, every breath reminds me what you used to mean to me

My heart beats fractured rhythms, lost without your name

In shades of blue I’m drowning, can’t escape this flame

Bridge

If pain’s a river, I’m the stone that’s worn away

Every tear erodes the part of me that used to say

“I’m stronger now,” but I’m weaker than I’ll ever know

Nonty, come back and teach me how to let you go

Final Chorus

Nonty, in my broken heart you’re the healing I still crave

Nonty, in this endless night your memory’s my grave

My soul’s a vacant canvas, painting dreams of you in vain

In shades of blue I’m captive, hoping for the day I break these chains

Outro

The morning finds me empty—but I hold on to your name

Nonty, maybe someday I’ll rise above this pain