Gone

I want to know now that I am gone,

Did you get the truth that you want?

Did you prove I was doing you wrong?

Did you win this fight?

Do you feel victory tonight?

I am gone, never coming back.

You no longer have anyone to attack.

I don't think you knew what you were doing,

When you were assuming and pursuing.

Your own insecurities turned me into your enemy.

Now you lost a friend in me,

Alone with your insanity.

I am lost and alone,

Just floating, nowhere to call home.

Feeling betrayed and played like I was the prey.

I don't understand anything

or why it went down this way.

You were dead set on holding on to your lies,

Just like last time you promised never to do it again,

You even promised my kids.

While you showed up to my house

with only the clothes on your back.

It took me a week to pack.

I took ever ounce of energy I had

I lost the place I worked hard to keep,

and you took my home away from me.

It's all yours now, it's empty.

Does it make you feel like a man

Looking around what was this your plan now that empty house is your trophy for the shit that you did to me

No, your future is not hard to see.

You will fuck it up

but this time it won't include me.

I am free of you, narcissistic personality.

On to my next chapter in life,

I have no doubt I will be alright.

I have purpose.

I didn't deserve this.

You have nothing,

and you are the one suffering.

It hurts too much to give a fuck,

so I will go on and not look back,

you will have to live with that.

So again I ask,

did you get what you were looking for

when you tried to destroy this whore?

Because you and I both know the truth,

you screwed up like you always do.

So don't kill yourself over your guilt.

Open your eyes and learn to love yourself.

I know it will be hard to watch me succeed

I know it would be hard to watch me. Be happy

It could have been us,

but you didn't trust

that you could be loved,

and my love was the best there ever was.

Next time you start to lie,

sabotaging your own life,

please remember you lost the love of your life,

not once but twice by telling lies.

It won't be long before you find your next victim,

hopefully they can see your bs

before you do this again.

Please get the help you need

to heal your wounds that continue to bleed.

I know the man I fell for is in there

Deep inside somewhere.

But I won't waste my waiting around

for him to be found.

So this is my goodbye.

I hope you remember

what happens when you lie.

The truth will set you free

The truth is the key

Truth is light

Light is love

I am love

Love you 😘