Miles between

Yeah…

Can’t tell if it’s love or a lesson…

Guess I’m just runnin’ again…

Mmm… yeah…

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I been ghostin’ you just to hide my pain,

Say I’m fine, but I drown in the rain.

You call me out, I switch up the lane,

Truth is, I’m scared to feel that again.

Every time you say “miss you,” I freeze,

Distance ain’t miles — it’s just me.

I built these walls so I don’t bleed,

But somehow you still got the key.

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I run when it’s real, yeah, I know that’s weak,

Tell lies just to guard my peace.

You love deep, but I love in retreat,

Break what I want just to feel complete.

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Miles apart, I still see your face,

Every text feels like a chase.

I hurt you just to keep you safe,

‘Cause falling in love’s my greatest mistake.

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City lights blur like your name in my phone,

I move place to place just to feel less alone.

Told myself I’m better off on my own,

But truth is, I just can’t go home.

Yeah, I lie, I ghost, I fade,

Act cold so my heart don’t break.

Been here before, it’s the same old fate,

Every “forever” turns to “too late.”

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I’m sorry I vanish when you get too close,

Did bad things just to hide my soul.

You think I don’t care — I care the most,

I’m just scared of the love I broke.

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Miles apart, I still see your face,

Every text feels like a chase.

I hurt you just to keep you safe,

‘Cause falling in love’s my greatest mistake.

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Yeah…

I’m runnin’…

But you still stay…

Somehow you still stay…

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