My Last OD

Black tar tears, they drip from my veins,

Mama’s voice echo, it cuts through the chains.

Last OD, needle kissed the flesh,

Heartbeat skipping, dancing with death.

Empty bottles, shattered on the floor,

Chasing numb, couldn’t feel anymore.

Rig full of k8’s, poison in my palm,

Humming to the devil, a quiet psalm.

It’s the painkiller, stealing my soul,

Mama, I’m sorry, I’ve lost control.

Every puff, every line, every shot,

Burned bridges, but it’s all I got.

Fent smoke curled, whispered deceit,

Stole my strength, knocked me off my feet.

Roxy dreams in a cold blue haze,

Life in reverse, I’m stuck in a maze.

Mama’s prayers tried to pull me back,

But the high was louder, heart turned black.

Each breath borrowed, each moment fake,

Trading my future for a deadly mistake.

Mama, I see you, tears in your eyes,

Your love’s the anchor, your cries the skies.

But I’m sinking, drowning, no raft in sight,

Held by the grip of a merciless night.