Light of life

In the back of my mind, I know it ain’t right, but I need this tonight cause you know you’re the light of my heart in my life without you I’d die yeah I need this tonight sitting back and thinking been trying with the drinking, but I’m alone this evening and the shadows are deceiving like I’m dancing with my demons at night I sleep while screaming can’t battle all theses feelings inside my mind is reeling like I can’t handle myself anymore My brain’s been loud just like a roar that shakes my bones and shakes my core wish I could go and slam the door but then my life would be a bore can’t stand the thought of being boring put on a show it’s for me spent my life without a toning I’m always so alone cause in the back of my mind, I know it ain’t right, but I need this tonight, cause you know you’re the light of my heart and my life, without you Id die, yeah I need this tonight