Whatever You Want

I used to lose sleep when you'd walk away

Countin' the hours, beggin' you to stay

Now I'm just watchin’ the ceiling fade

Nothin' to feel, and nothin’ to say

You come and go like you always do

But the part that breaks me ain't breakin' through

So do whatever you want, I don’t mind

Say you love me or leave me behind

I'm floatin’ through days in a colorless dream

Your tears hit the floor, but they don’t mean a thing

I gave you my best, now I’m runnin’ on none

It hurts less each time till the hurt is gone

So go where you want, be who you please

You won't get a fight, nothing from me

I used to feel fire when you'd lie to my face

Now it’s just silence and empty space

I don’t get angry, I don’t feel pain

I just let it fall like summer rain

You beg for a spark, but there's nothin’ left

Just echoes of love and a hollow chest

So do whatever you want, I don’t mind

Say you love me or leave me behind

I'm floatin’ through days in a colorless dream

Your tears hit the floor, but they don’t mean a thing

I gave you my best, now I’m runnin’ on none

It hurts less each time till the hurt is gone

So go where you want, be who you please

You won't get a fight, nothing from me

No fights, no cries, no sleepless nights

No more wrongs, no need for rights

I don’t care if you stay or stray

My heart packed up and moved away

You call my name, but it echoes out

I used to feel, now I just doubt

I'm not angry, I'm not sad

I'm just nothin' — is that so bad?

So do whatever you want, I don’t mind

Say you love me or leave me behind

I’m done tryin’ to feel, done beggin’ to care

You're talkin’ to someone who’s no longer there

I gave you my best, now there’s nothin’ to give

This is how the numb learn to live

So do what you want — I’m already gone

Just a shadow where the light moved on