through the darkness

I don't recognize the person I've become since I realized

The damage that's been done

Can I rectify the thoughts inside my head

Will I ever find peace from all of it

Cause they justified

Evwry single bit of the abuse and lies

That they participated in and

I'm traumatized from the experience

And if you asked me how do you get through the darkness

I don't really know I barely sleep

Without the lights on and the door wide open

The memories and the pain are haunting me

But I know i can make it through the darkness

Cause there's a better life waiting for me

Not all my friends have made it through the darkness

I'm doing this for them and I'm doing this for me