I don't recognize the person I've become since I realized
The damage that's been done
Can I rectify the thoughts inside my head
Will I ever find peace from all of it
Cause they justified
Evwry single bit of the abuse and lies
That they participated in and
I'm traumatized from the experience
And if you asked me how do you get through the darkness
I don't really know I barely sleep
Without the lights on and the door wide open
The memories and the pain are haunting me
But I know i can make it through the darkness
Cause there's a better life waiting for me
Not all my friends have made it through the darkness
I'm doing this for them and I'm doing this for me