Living in the past

I’m trying to live in the past cuz u was still here. All the memories fill my eyes as they pour from my eyes. My heart hurts so much I can’t even take a breath I just want u to know I’m stuck here in the past. How could I ever move on knowing you won’t be here. It breaks my heart in to missing you like I do. I don’t think I can move on cuz then you’ll really be gone but the memories will always remain but I’d rather stay in the past cuz then you’ll won’t be gone