[Verse 1]
Yeah, I’m lost in my head, heart heavy like lead
Smilin’ on the 'Gram, but I’m better off in bed
She the pill and the pain, the flame and the rain
I love her like a vice — sweet, numb, insane
Late nights, poppin’ dreams just to sleep tight
Feelin’ like a ghost in my own life
But when she hold me, I forget I’m broken
Even if her kisses taste a little like poison
[Hook]
Love me, leave me, heal me, break me
High off your touch, girl, you got me shaky
Depressed but I’m dancin’ in your slow-mo
Drugs in my veins and your name in my throat, yo
[Verse 2]
I told my demons “pull up,” now they stayin’ rent-free
Tryna drown ‘em in the bottle, but they swimmin’ with me
She a heaven-sent sin, lipstick on my guilt
We don’t talk ‘bout the pain, we just pop, then tilt
Floatin’ off the edge like we both got wings
But we crash every night over little things
Still I chase her like a habit I can’t quit
Love hurts, but I fiend for another hit
[Hook – Repeat]
Love me, leave me, heal me, break me
High off your touch, girl, you got me shaky
Depressed but I’m dancin’ in your slow-mo
Drugs in my veins and your name in my throat, yo