temptation (demo)

i know better but i don’t care
i let it pull me right back there
say i’m clean then fuck it up
every time i go on and mess it up

men that only want my body
hands all up on me, yeah i know they want it
i let ’em touch me just to feel
something that just makes this feel real

i swear i’m done with it (done)
i say i’m over it (over)
but every time i’m sober
i start missing it— it— it—

temptation all on me (on me)
hands where they shouldn’t be (mhm)
voices in my head like
fuck it, just one more, i’m begging, please

i know it’s bad for me (yeah)
still let it swallow me (up)
i call it love but it’s fucked
just what it does to me

i like danger when i’m empty
like the way it kinda wrecks me
pretty lies and cheap attention
i don’t even ask no questions

them pills are on my tongue (tongue)
where they shouldn’t belong (nope)
i know exactly what this is
but i still don’t fucking stop (stop)

if i touch it i think i might just lose it (lose it)
if i stay i’ll go through it (through it)
every time i say i’m done
i’m the first one running to it (to it)

this ain’t love (it ain’t no love)
it’s just a high (just a high)
but it feels so fucking good every time (mhm)

(the temptation, temptation, temp—, temp—, temptation)

(i don’t even want you, (want you))
(i just want the feeling that keeps me numb (keeps me numb))
(all these voices in my head, telling me im ‘gon end up dead (dead))
(that’s the cycle repeating (repeating))
(and that’s what’s killing me (me, me, me))