A Special Kinda fool

Intro – spoken, soft]

Yeah…
I know how this look…
But my heart don’t listen to logic.

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[Verse 1]

Everybody tellin’ me to walk away,
Say you don’t love me the same way.
They say I’m blind, say I’m stuck in my ways,
But they don’t feel what I feel every day.

I see the signs, I hear the truth,
Still here hopin’ I’m wrong about you.
I know better, but I stay,
Guess my heart just won’t behave.

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[Pre-Chorus – pleading]

I know you don’t always treat me right,
Still I stay through another night.
Maybe I’m wrong, maybe it’s me,
But lovin’ you come naturally.

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[Chorus – H-Town Emotion]

I must be a special kind of fool,
To keep on givin’ my heart to you.
I know you don’t love me like you used to do,
Still I’m here, hopin’ you do.

Yeah, I must be a special kind of fool,
To believe every word you say is true.
Even when my heart already knew,
I’d still fall apart for you.

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[Verse 2]

You come and go whenever you please,
I sit and wait like you still need me.
I cancel plans just to be around,
Still you don’t even make a sound.

I try to act like I’m okay,
Smile it off when you walk away.
But when I’m alone, it hit me hard,
I been givin’ you my whole heart.

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[Pre-Chorus – stronger]

I don’t know why I can’t let go,
Even when you treat me so cold.
Maybe love ain’t meant to be fair,
Or maybe I just care too much, I swear.

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[Chorus – Bigger, Stacked Feel]

I must be a special kind of fool,
To keep on breakin’ my own rules.
I know you don’t love me like you used to do,
Still I’m here, still chasin’ you.

Yeah, I must be a special kind of fool,
To put your needs before my truth.
Even when I know what I should do,
I still can’t stop lovin’ you.

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[Bridge – Breakdown, 90s Style]

Maybe one day I’ll wake up strong,
Find the courage to finally move on.
But tonight I’m still right here,
Holdin’ on to memories and fear.

I don’t need you to save me now,
Just tell me—do you want me around?

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[Final Chorus – Emotional Peak]

I must be a special kind of fool,
To love you deeper every time you choose
To pull away and leave me confused,
Still I’m here, still lovin’ you.

Yeah, I must be a special kind of fool,
But this heart only beats for you.
Even if it break me in two,
I guess that’s what love’ll do.

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[Outro – fade]

Yeah…
A special kind of fool…
Still in love with you.

90’s R&B