I was just a kid, barely thirteen
When you faded out like smoke in the wind
Some nights you were soft, like a song in the dark
Other night,you'd tear us apart
But still ,we did not part
You,d pull me close ,then drift apart
Like the stars that vanish, at the break of dawn
I'd wait ,by the door ,caught in a dream
Wondering if what we had was as real as it seemed
The silence you left was louder that sound
Like a shadow that follows ,but can't be found
I still see youre face in the night sky
You were my anchor, but i lost you to the see
Like a sailor's song that echoes endlessly
But i can't hold it even in the dark
The pieces of you ,like stars in the dark
Mom ,you're still here ,but i am lost on tears
I remember the night when you'd chase the stars
But they weren't enough to hold your scars
Some night you were kindness ,a touch of grace
Other night ,i couldn't find you face