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I miss you but I fuckin hate you for it.
Why did you make me feel the need to leave
Why didn’t you love me in the ways I thought you would
Why do I think of you as the one I love but the one I hate just as equally 
I miss you
I miss when we touched not sexually but intimately 
I miss when we would laugh like it’s the only thing we ever did
Why didn’t you stop me from leaving 
Why didn’t you realize you were hurting me in ways you couldn’t understand 
I hate you for it, yet it still leads back to those three words 
I miss you
I miss you holding me
I miss you smiling at me 
I misss you talking about our future 
Yet I hate you it’s so hard to comprehend 
I hate you for treating me the way you did 
I hate you for letting me leave
I hate you for all the moments you made me smile and laugh 
They are stuck in my head and it’s like a blow to the stomach every time I think of those three words
I love you
I love you but I don’t need you or maybe I do
I love you but we shouldn’t be together 
I love you but I need space
Fuck that 
Here comes those three words 
I need you
I need you to need me back
I need you to love me the way I thought you would
I need you not to hate me for leaving 
Here come those three words
Leave me alone 
Leave me alone your stuck In my head and you won’t get out
Leave me alone no I won’t give you head so you tell me to get out 
Leave me alone I’m sorry baby
Here come those three words
I miss you
I hate you 
I need you
Leave me alone.

metal, female, rock, alternative rock