[Verse]
Blood on my hands, not a stranger's but kin's
Fighting my shadow, the war begins
Family ties turned to barbed wire fences
Loyalty shattered, now past tense is
Mama said, "Stay close, protect your own"
But the battlefield's built on the seeds we've sown
Echoes of laughter, now war cries sharp
Heart split open, a battlefield chart
[Chorus]
Painkiller, I'm back, but I’m numb to the fight
Brothers in the dark, can't find the light
Screaming to the heavens, “Why’d it come to this?”
Family's a bullet, and I can't resist
[Verse 2]
Shared the same table, passed the same bread
Now I'm dodging their words, like shots to the head
Every hug was a promise, now it’s a blade
Smiles were the masks, behind them decay
Tears run rivers, but bridges they burn
Loyalty's a lesson that we never learn
I wear the scars like medals of shame
Fighting my blood, caught in this blame
[Bridge]
Pawns in the game, but the board’s my soul
Every move we make takes a heavier toll
I see their eyes, and I see myself
Killing my blood, I’m destroying my health