Wondering

Wondering what would people want to ask me if i was gone. I wonder what they wonder about me. What do they think of me. My life will be what it will be. Not Wondering because I'd be changing or bragging definitely not complaining. Just curiously wondering thinking pandering contemplating trying to know atleast what people I love and how they see me. Maybe become a better man for a few of them if I can. But just wondering what tgay would ask me about the life I've been living.

If it was the death bed for me what would my loved ones ask me. Freely telling anything they worried about not knowing. Wondering what they would ask me. Exactly what do thay think about my life i was living. What they were thinking i was doing. Curiosity got me wondering.

Visions of my last day's wondering how it's gonna happen. What people will be thinking saying if anybody would actually have a funeral for me maybe just have me cooked carrying me around a few years. But what stories would they say when someone ask about me. That's what I'm wondering. My life has been full as can be i loved it trust me everybody in it made me happy. Loving me as I loved them. Different time's different story's. All part of me. Hoping they have a good story.

If it was the death bed for me what would my loved ones ask me. Freely telling anything they worried about not knowing. Wondering what they would ask me. Exactly what do thay think about my life i was living. What they were thinking i was doing. Curiosity got me wondering.

Hoping my life touched everyone i loved in life. In a good way at some point. It's been a good life..international travels. Lots I've learned. Risk I've taken. More things I've learned. Got a few lessons watching other's getting burned by life not repeating their mistakes or misfortunes. I've done so many things I can't even start to say. Telling story's would go a long way . Ending the song about wondering what they will say. My story threw the people from my life before and now. I wonder how they felt about my lifestyle. Could it have been wasted time or time well spent. Somany different lives I've lived like a cat . Different times different shit. Heart breaks lessons learned. Some tought better left alone. Still wondering what thay gonna be saying. If anything.

If it was the death bed for me what would my loved ones ask me. Freely telling anything they worried about not knowing. Wondering what they would ask me. Exactly what do thay think about my life i was living. What they were thinking i was doing. Curiosity got me wondering.