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What happened to it just being the two of us what happened to us being together forever? I know that trying to be someone I’m not is going to kill me slowly, but maybe that’s what I want. I wanted to be the beautiful bride and white at the end of an altar, walking down the aisle and seeing your face with that stupid smile what happened to that what happened to all of the promises that we made each other where I spent four years of my life waiting patiently just for you to find someone you deemed better was it because your parents wanted it Was it because she was raised in a church or is it simply the fact that you wanted something easy someone to come home too with dinner already made with someone who wouldn’t even think about questioning exactly all the things that you’ve done because she doesn’t know the difference between me and her is the fact that I know everything about you and you hide things from herand I hope one day she finally sees it and by the time that you come crawling back to me I’ll be gone and better because I wasn’t the one sitting in a pretty white dress at the end of the altar ready to drop everything to marry you how many things does she know about you your deepest darkest things that are not even your family knows your time in Florida your alcohol phase, all of the unholy things that has left your sinning tongue or how about the fact that marriage and stuff like that scares you because of the commitment so what happened to the just the two of us? I guess it wasn’t meant to last forever.