Despair has released me i still am in the darkness. no chance for escape no light to guide my way. I have nothing left no hope no dreams no peace. My heart is broken unable to find the pieces. I drop to my knees in this place ,despairs hands on my shoulders . I look up into his red eyes ready to confess my sins. My soul is damned again and again my confession ready to be heard by my dark angel. Despite despair's smriking I draw breath on dead lungs . For being unfaithful in life is not my only sin . I shout out my confession dead body, my soul is damned. my heart no longer beats my dead eyes no longer see. My confession never heard for the dead have no voice.