His n her x

You feel like home to me baby, battling myself cause i love and hate you at the same time.

Why do i cause this pain to myself again and again, why do we believe that we can change we went and made a mess of everything trying to convince ourselfs we dont want this.

I would fight mine and all of your fears dont be scared ill lead the way, you are the beat to my heart without you how do i carry on, forget whose right or wrong all the finger pointing someone always blaming..i hate you, you hate me you did the unforgivable i did the unforgivable but yet there isnt a day you dont think about me ever and vice versa thats how fucked up we actually are, you ruined me i hurt you and we still communicate in drips and drabs. Always promising a better version than a broke one, are u listening im certified now, what cant you see or understand, it wasnt relevant and still isnt

I did what i needed to do at the cost of myself respect, it seemed like a small price to pay to burn your heart in the way u did mine, you took pieces of my heart i cant ever get back and i think i did the same

You feel like home to me baby, battling myself cause i love and hate you at the same time.

Why do i cause this pain to myself again and again, why do we believe that we can change we went and made a mess of everything trying to convince ourselfs we dont want this.

You made me feel worthless less than a women my loves still there but my brains gone walk abouts, i no i did u wrong its a long drop from the top, how we supposed to figure this out all the things we saw and heard we couldnt take no more weve got mad eyes but our hearts arent appealing.

Im not fixated im accountable maybe you should of tried sometime were stuck in the past roses still bother u. I dont think anything about anything when you dont no how to be an adult its long to keep doing this bullshit.

Ive been crying for a whole seven days call me weak, living life without u isnt everything it seems on the outside u see me smiling on the inside im quietly dying can you hear me yes or no.. so many conversations i replay them in my ears there hasnt been a day a week a month throughout the year when ive gone to sleep and woke up without these tears

You feel like home to me baby, battling myself cause i love and hate you at the same time.

Why do i cause this pain to myself again and again, why do we believe that we can change we went and made a mess of everything trying to convince ourselfs we dont want this.

I cant put into words how i feel, i dont wanna block you and i dont wanna get ignored, im really trying to figure out why this pain hurts differently life is a lesson and its teaching karma i believe in once bitten twice shy yet were still here, we done wrong were not happy or proud but can we really change it round i really would of died for u and now its the impossible.. oouuu hmmm.yeah yeah yes or no mrs noel yes or no mr and mrs noel

Oh oh ocean