I have my cigarettes I light them after sex So many in my bed But I'm still sick It's been two weeks or maybe five years Since my love hasn't come back This big city I hate it for your house Was it what I did or what you did? So many nights awake Drinking and breaking glass I've seen the world but I feel alone When will you lose your pride Admit that I'm still the man Fashion, your face in New York Your photo on my feed Maybe, I need a therapist Because I, I, I I'm high without love I smoke and drink but I still have pain You're so fashionable And this love is a live action But it was a lie Why do you lie You said you didn't have anyone else Was he your friend? but he knows your taste you lie to me smoke with me, go crazy i'm lazy lie to me lay with me find your way, find your way i got too much ego you got too much ego but drink with me going crazy with me darling, lie to me