*Verse 1*
I used to feel like I was celebrating myself on a new day (happy birthday).
I felt like I had it all, even when I didn’t.
Now I’m counting my blessings, marching up-wards and down-wards (side to side).
We’re entitled to so much, yet we only receive a little.
*Hook*
They want you to move to the rhythm, that’s when you make sense.
It’s a serious thing—believe me.
The message you deliver doesn’t matter at all but after all, it all matters.
*Verse 2*
God gave me a friend, and that friendship blossomed into marriage.
We raised kids, and I’m forever grateful.
I put you through a lot in our relationship (marriage)
Til the day you took decision to work away
*Chorus*
You don’t know the joy I feel inside me every time I look at you.
If you could read my mind, you’d stop what you’re doing and sit here with me.
You don’t know how you make me feel, and I love it.
You’re my joy, still—every time I think of you, my heart skips a beat.
*Bridge*
I have a strong feeling I should run back to you,
But I know you chose to move on, after all I put you through.
*Pre‑Hook*
Hold on—let me thank you again for everything you’ve shown me since we met.
I’m amazed by your big heart, even after all I’ve done.
You stand tall and strong… _until the day you_.
*Verse 3*
I’m sorry I couldn’t take care of you, especially your heart.
I hurt your feelings with arguments, my mood swings, my stress, my unfairness.
I was toxic without realizing it.
Now you finally have peace and joy—I wish you love, happiness, and only a little fighting.
Maybe my pride got in the way of expressing what I felt.
We were happy at first, but time changed us.
I don’t know how or why—perhaps both of us are to blame.
We were meant to fly together, love together, listen, not jump to conclusions.
Comparison killed us; past wounds killed us.
We rushed into a relationship while still hurting.
We should have fixed ourselves first, prepared our minds for a new journey.
*Rap Verse*
Yo, let me lay it down, raw and real,
Memories flicker like a movie reel.
We started fresh, but ego’s a heavy shield,
Turned love into a battlefield, now I’m back to heal.
I was blind, I was lost in my pride,
Didn’t see the love you gave, now I’m on the other side.
Took a step back, now I see the truth,
You’re the rhythm to my heart, the bass, the groove, the youth.
I’m counting blessings, counting breaths, counting miles,
Chasing the echo of our laughter, trying to reconcile.
I’m sorry for the pain, the fights we couldn’t win,
But I’m tryna bring that fire back, let the flames begin.
I’m on my grind, I’m on my hustle, I’m on my grind,
Every night I’m missing you, every sunrise I’m finding you.
I’m tryna rewrite the story, turn the page, start anew,
‘Cause you’re the beat that keeps my heart alive, it’s true.
We were fire, we were flame, now I’m back in the zone,
I’m tryna get that love, I’m tryna get that throne.
So if you hear this, know I’m coming home,
Heart in my sleeve, I’m breaking down I'm coming home