Myself Me

Sometimes I wonder why it’s so hard to realize I am wonderful feeling uncomfortable in a crowd of strangers and cowards, trying to stay humble,not firing up creating created heat amongst bums wasting energy words from my lungs

Overthinking situations that have no meaning is mentally demeaning

I think people fall for the idea of me before they even know me,they like how I listen but they don’t see the mess in my head how often I overthink hard hard it is for me to rest

Lost in thoughts

I try not to be too much but I always feeling like I am ,people get close then back away and then back away,like they didn’t expect me to be this deep.

I wish I didn’t feel like a burden just for being myself

But fuck it all and what ever is thought