[Verse 1]
I used to stare at mirrors, wishing I could fade
They said I was "too different", and I let the hurt invade
Whispers turned to thunder, every glance a blade
And I wore their words like armor, but it still broke me each day
[Pre-Chorus]
Tried to love the girl they never really saw
But the mirror feels like judgment, not a friend at all
[Chorus]
Wish I could disappear, like a shadow in the rain
Hide from all the voices calling me by pain
I’m scared of love, scared of being near
What if they look and only see my fear?
So I disappear… just disappear
[Verse 2]
Smiles feel like lies now, silence cuts me deep
Crowded rooms feel colder, I forget how to breathe
Every step feels heavy, like I’m walking through a scream
And I ask the sky each night if I can wake up from this dream
[Pre-Chorus]
They said beauty's in the heart, but no one looked inside
And my soul keeps breaking where the shame still hides
[Chorus]
Wish I could disappear, like a whisper in the night
Hide from every mirror, every hurtful light
I’m scared of love, scared to let one near
What if they touch me and just feel the tears?
So I disappear… I disappear
[Bridge]
But somewhere deep within this fragile shell
There’s a voice still trying not to yell
Saying “You are more than what they see”
“You deserve to breathe, to just be free…”
[Final Chorus – soft]
I won’t disappear, though I break inside
One day I’ll believe I have the right to shine
I’m scared, yes… but I’m still here
And maybe that alone makes me sincere
No, I won’t disappear…
I’m still here…