[intro- emotional]
Yeah
Uh, yeah
I been lost in my head again, yeah
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[Chorus – emotionally sung]
I been fightin’ demons, there’s no way out
Voices in my head, yeah, they scream so loud
Told me you would stay, but you gone right now
Feelin’ so numb, I can’t feel right now
Heart on my sleeve, got a rip in the thread
Pop another pill, just to feel less dead
Text you again, left me on read
Say you love me, but you love him instead
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[Verse 1 – melodic rap, mellow tone]
Yeah, sippin’ slow just to freeze time
I was tryna heal, you just pressed rewind
You were my drug, had me fiendin’
Now I’m alone, barely breathin’
Backseat ridin’ with the reaper
Nightmares vivid, they get deeper
Tears on my shirt, but I play it cool
Pain in my soul, but I still go to school
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[Pre-Chorus – pain in voice]
Late night calls, yeah, I miss those
You said forever, but it went ghost
Now I write songs just to cope
Drownin’ in lies, can’t float
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[Chorus – emotionally sung]
I been fightin’ demons, there’s no way out
Voices in my head, yeah, they scream so loud
Told me you would stay, but you gone right now
Feelin’ so numb, I can’t feel right now
Heart on my sleeve, got a rip in the thread
Pop another pill, just to feel less dead
Text you again, left me on read
Say you love me, but you love him instead
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[Verse 2 – melodic rap, more aggressive]
Tatted your name on a place you won’t see
I gave you the world, you gave back a dream
I wake up sweatin’, relivin’ the scene
Where you walked out, didn’t say a thing
Yeah, karma’s a bitch and I kissed her
Sippin’ this pain like elixir
Used to be my little fixer
Now I’m just cold like the winter
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[Bridge – emotionally broken tone]
Angel in disguise, devil in your smile
Loved you too fast, now I’m in denial
I been down bad for a while
Tryna find peace in a vial
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[Chorus – outro, emotionally sung]
I been fightin’ demons, there’s no way out
Voices in my head, yeah, they scream so loud
Told me you would stay, but you gone right now
Feelin’ so numb, I can’t feel right now
Heart on my sleeve, got a rip in the thread
Pop another pill, just to feel less dead
Text you again, left me on read
Say you love me, but you love him instead
SHVDOW
