Dark and scared

I’m acting like I’m ok but I cover my scars I hide from the pain and I’m dancing in the dark while I fall apart so I cover my wounds with a mask of love but my pain shines through the. Scars and I don’t feel like I’m alive anymore so I cry in the middle of the night so I won’t die but it so hard to keep up with all of these little things and I can’t stop crying in my room because I’m tired of trying so I just stop.

I can’t do anything anymore but still I try but still I’m not ok but its fine so if you’re worried about me just know I will be alright