[Verse 1]
Yeah
Froze up
Heart like a padlock
Rust on the chain from the years that we had talked
You said, "Trust me"
I gave you the last drop
You drank it dry
Smiled while the glass dropped
Dark room
Phone face-down on the desk
Lies in the light
Truth hiding in the text
I replay threads
Like a film I can't exit
Every "I got you"
Now feels hectic
Friends turn foes in a blink
Guess I never really knew what you think
You were in my kitchen
Hands in my sink
Now you in my mentions
Acting like we linked, huh?
[Chorus]
I break hearts just to feel it
Cold comfort, at least it's real and
If I can't trust you
I'll trust this distance
Cut deep just to know I'm living
I break hearts just to feel it
Bad habits turned to healing
If love's a drug, I'm quitting
Cold comfort, but I'm still in it
[Verse 2]
You taught me how to lie with a straight face
Now I got a mask for every dull day
I don't fall in love
I just roleplay
Promise them the moon
Then I rotate
Scroll through names like receipts
Everybody paid for a piece
I don't even save them in my feed
Just a first name and a broken belief
You call it cruel
I call it defense
I'm just doing damage with the tools that you left
You built the walls
I just raised the rent
Now nobody gets in
If they do, they get spent
[Chorus]
I break hearts just to feel it
Cold comfort, at least it's real and
If I can't trust you
I'll trust this distance
Cut deep just to know I'm living
I break hearts just to feel it
Bad habits turned to healing
If love's a drug, I'm quitting
Cold comfort, but I'm still in it
[Bridge]
Yeah, I know this ain't right (ain't right)
But it keep me upright (upright)
Better them than my mind
That's the trade that I fight
One day I'll stop keeping score (one day)
Let somebody in past the door (maybe)
Till then, when it all turns quiet
I shatter what I can't ignore
[Chorus]
I break hearts just to feel it
Cold comfort, at least it's real and
If I can't trust you
I'll trust this distance
Cut deep just to know I'm living
I break hearts just to feel it
Bad habits turned to healing
If love's a drug, I'm quitting
Cold comfort, but I'm still in it