Therapy Sesh

Is it time? Cause I'm ready to go! 

 He say I aint ready, like he already know
Heart on defense but my body say go
Regular talks gone turn physical quick
He keep askin if i wanna see a pic
he read my silence like he fluent in it
Hes on it 100 percent, but im ruinin it 
Good shit dnt come easy
But imma make u cum easy 
Hes talkin that shit but i want him to please me
Im breathin uneven
Got my mind blown
We cross that line then repeat the cycle

I say sex is his therapy — he don’t disagree
When the world too much ill be the fix he need
Lights off, shadows immerse
We don’t talk pain — we release the hurt
Sex his therapy… yeah he know the code
No deep promises — just the way we cope
When I move, hes moves with me,
And when we come… that’s therapy

We only go so long — then we need a reset
Heartbeat syncing, no regrets
No promises, no stress
This our therapy sesh
No future talk, we just forget
Just skin on skin, decompress
Fall apart, then reconnect
This our therapy sesh

He say I’m trouble but he like that risk
When he pulls up — the vibes just shifts
Im tryin to pry - asking questions he don’t answer
Mind wanders but i mind my manners
I say hes poison but i love that taste
I wanna find out but I know my place 
I want full course he just wants a taste. 
I try to read him, decode his game
But he doesnt fold - or change the pace
No titles on it, no future tense
Just tension building behind that lens
We don’t say much — we understand
How to touch without holding hands
He don’t want love — he wants release
I don’t need saving — i just need relief
We ain’t healing — we just reset
Temporary peace, permanent effect

He say I’m crazy, but crazy his fave
Trust don’t come easy, but I make him behave
I love how his voice sound when he say my name
Its like music in my ear call it a soundwave 
He act nonchalant - but I make him think twice
Trust don’t come easy, but I move precise
Imma make him proud, then Ill change his life.

Female vocals, Trap soul rnb, heavy 808s, snaps, good cadence and flow