[Verse 1]
Woke up on a floor of boxes
Name in marker on the side
Every bruise a fading story
Every door I won’t rewind
I remember how I left you
Hands were shaking
I was small
Took the keys and took my chances
Didn’t think I’d live at all
[Chorus]
Now I’m learning who I am
Every scar
Every crack in my hands
Feels like air in my lungs again
Like I finally understand
I was breaking just to bend
I was drowning just to land
Now I’m standing in the sun
Learning who I am
[Verse 2]
Buying coffee for my own name
Laughing loud
It feels too bright
Still I jump at sudden shadows
Still I double-lock at night
But my friends say
“You’re much lighter”
I say
“Yeah
I guess that’s true”
’Cause the silence in my bedroom
Doesn’t sound like you
[Chorus]
Now I’m learning who I am
Every scar
Every crack in my hands
Feels like air in my lungs again
Like I finally understand
I was breaking just to bend
I was drowning just to land
Now I’m standing in the sun
Learning who I am
[Bridge]
I’m not what you called me
I’m not what you did
I’m every dream you tried to crush
That finally lived (oh)
I’m the girl in the mirror
Meeting her eyes
Saying
“You made it out
You get to decide”
[Chorus]
Now I’m learning who I am
Every scar
Every crack in my hands
Feels like air in my lungs again
Like I finally understand
I was breaking just to bend
I was drowning just to land
Now I’m standing in the sun
Learning who I am