Falling into your memories

I can’t do this again, I’ve been crying all alone. 
I lay in bed, trying to forget the smell of your cologne. 
I’m struggling to stay afloat, falling into to your memories.
When I close my eyes I see you, it feels like I’ve been drowning for centuries.
I don’t know how I could possibly survive without you in my life.
I always thought you would be my one and only but now all I feel is pain, sharp like a knife.
I see you In my dreams I just can’t get you it’s my head.
Every time I close my eyes I feel a sense of dread. 
Yeah, cuz

I’m struggling to stay afloat, falling into to your memories. 
When I close my eyes I see you, it feels like I’ve been drowning for centuries.
I wish I could turn back time, hit that rewind.
Just to see you again. I just can’t get you out of my mind. 

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