Shy messages blend

Far away i have gone,don't i always leave,i always find a place to hide scared of getting hurt scared of getting close, i don't know really what i want,i just sometimes won't to be alone, I don't want to be misunderstood ,but i always happen to be,why can't i explain why, anyone don't listen it's like i don't have i voice, i wish could be close, i wish could be truth full, wish wouldn't hidde wish i would't be so scared to get close, wish I wouldn't shy away I hear what i won't to hear,

Sometimes fail to resive messages

But want to understand, i choose to change how i see not how things have been i am ready to choose i face myself head on,

Sometimes fail to resiv messages

all the ruls no one said out loude

All things miss because i hesitate but i want to change i finally want to live a life for me this my life and i choose to live my life alive

Sometimes i fail to resive messages,

messages from myself telling me to live telling me to be myself your alive it's time to change i am ready to be alive,

Sometimes i fail to resive messages,

from my heart be alive i am alive,

Sometimes i fail to resive messages,