Didntknowme

Greed, of me  passing quickly,
No  ground here. Just interest of me in time to enter my rest
Discernment, perhaps a hazy map,never shown
the path isn't mine to chart so fiercely of others around me,this is not,all around,either  way ,be here and your not,as I once moved all around now thought of your smart as to be all around me,no,it's to be here, not to rid of your family,your a stranger,welcome here we are still
And your not
This 

Faith, not a tightrope walk, easily
but the solid earth beneath the sole.
We here 
Bitterness, a plot of yall I figured out long ago,
With or without all
refused not to 

Genuineness of me is unique and not noticed  the sarcasm of yall and what I gained you took, in thought of it being in the cause of a norther individual i
the air I breathe,authenticity, the very shape of the moment you see 
I am

Now not what 
The unforced, unpolished,  genuinely true.

And loyalty, ah, loyalty.
It is not a contract signed in fear,
This misconception of not recognizition mr.perfecto
We here ,gracias  for another beautiful day let's maintain this their for We are here another day 
Not to be ignored 
nor a chain dragging behind the heel.
It simply is.
The nature of the connection,
already woven into the fabric, thy own
unquestioned in its being.

But then the shift,
the slow creep of the unwanted 
This is the arrogance  of an individual 
Abusing the position that shall be appreciative,of all to call on Due to direction And 
the weight  held ,know no need to enforce to be exploited of thy name, complied cause of the 
 knowledge 

I look at this present state and mine
This uncertainty,
a fog that rolls in without warning,
and the sharp teeth of insecurities,
bared, relentless. Bleed

And you, standing there,
the very architecture of my unease,
The new  mirror reflects back  the quicksand where my footing fails.
Daily in mind,nor in paranoia, as it it heard a different explained story, im me, at this whole time I'm in a refusal of request  and  in the awareness   was not thoroughly  breached to, 
Acting like shall never be,and shall be extra stressed, conflicts for  of most that do live there shall not be in danger ,turmoil for  most burdens thy soul, in this the security is in no wrong doing as well as you, though  request had already arrived, 
Look now, truly look,the growing frames my beliefs  is not 
 the scattered fragments we are shown.
The careless words that bloom into lies,
the whispers that harden into rumors,
the cold theft of needed money,
the stark, irreversible act of murder.
And they tell us, these same voices,
this sprawling, ugly landscape of deceit and ruin,
This is our security.
This trembling edifice built on sand and broken trust, Burdened of my soul for change,no,the same cause it hasn't amended to any growth 
This that I've  been chasing since 2000
Is not what's new, what's new its brought to attention for a new Chase  of not knowing  the truth

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