Title: “Dear Dadda, Dear Mommy”

🎶 Title: “Dear Dadda, Dear Mommy”

[Intro – soft, shaky vocals]
Yeah…
It’s me…
I don’t even know where to start…

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[Verse 1 – melodic, emotional]
Dear Dadda, dear Mommy, I’m writing this in tears
Feel like I been drowning, holding pain for years
I know I messed up, I ain’t perfect, I admit it
Tryna fight my demons but they louder when it’s quiet

I been losing sleep, overthinking every move
Heart heavy every day, got too much to prove
If I could take it back, I swear I would rewind
But I’m stuck in this body with a war in my mind

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[Pre-Chorus – soft, pleading]
I’m sorry for the things I did
Sorry for the way I live
I’m trying but it’s hard to breathe
Feel like the world don’t hear me

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[Chorus – emotional, Ann Marie style]
Dear Dadda, dear Mommy, I’m sorry I’m a failure
I’m trying every day but the pain getting greater
Please God, please Mommy, please Dadda forgive me
For every single sin, every time I was empty

I’m not okay mentally, I’m not okay physically
Smiling on the outside but inside it’s killing me
Dear Dadda, dear Mommy… can you still love me?

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[Verse 2 – more intense, melodic → rap blend]
I be talking to God like “Do you even hear me?”
On my knees late night, asking why you made me
Like why I feel broken, why I feel alone
Why my heart so cold but I’m begging for a home

I ain’t tryna be this way, I’m just tryna survive
Every tear that I cry feel like part of me died
And I hate that I hurt y’all, I hate what I became
But I’m still that same child, just carrying pain

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[Rap Verse – raw, punchy]
Look—
I ain’t perfect, I admit it, I been fighting my reflection
Every mistake I made turned into a lesson
But it still cut deep, yeah the scars don’t fade
Got a smile on my face but it’s all just a shade

I be breaking down quietly, nobody see
Got the weight of the world sitting heavy on me
If love real, why it feel like I’m begging for mine?
If I’m worth it, why I question it all the time?

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[Bridge – stripped down, vulnerable]
If I fall… would you catch me?
If I cry… would you hear me?
If I break… would you fix me?
Or just leave me how you see me…

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[Final Chorus – stronger, emotional growth tone]
Dear Dadda, dear Mommy, I’m sorry I’m a failure
But I’m still standing here, I’m fighting through the pressure
Please God, please Mommy, please Dadda forgive me
I’m learning how to heal, even when it’s heavy

I’m not okay right now, but I won’t stay this way
I’m holding onto hope even on my worst days
Dear Dadda, dear Mommy… I’m still trying… okay?

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[Outro – soft whisper]
I’m still trying…
I hope that’s enough…

Hip hop R&B rap Ann Marie–style R&B / Hip-Hop vibe, female