Verse 1:
I grew up learnin’ that trust come with limits
Love turn fake when they see you got vision
I been silent, yeah, my pain independent
Talk to myself ‘cause nobody gon’ listen
Family close but I still feel distant
Smiles on my face but the hurt persistent
I don’t ask for help, I been handle my business
Every scar on my soul got a memory in it
I gave too much, yeah, I paid that price
Let ‘em cross me once, never twice
Heart so cold but my mind still nice
Tryna sleep at night but my demons bite
Hook:
I been alone in a crowd, yeah, surrounded but lonely
Got love from a distance, nobody really know me
Heart full of scars, got me movin’ real slowly
I don’t trust smiles, they be showin’ up phony
Alone in a crowd, yeah, I learned how to cope
Too much weight on my chest, barely hangin’ to hope
They see me shine, think I’m livin’ in gold
But the pain still deep, yeah, it never get old
Verse 2:
I don’t chase friends, I chase peace
Too many lies, yeah, that come with the streets
Everybody loyal when you up on your feet
But vanish real quick when you fallin’ beneath
I been numb, yeah, my feelings delayed
Smile for the world, cry alone in the rain
I don’t speak on my past but it stay in my brain
Every win feel fake when you still feel the pain
I’m a product of nights I ain’t think I’d survive
Conversations with death, yeah, we spoke eye to eye
If I make it out, I promise I tried
But some scars stay forever, no matter the time
Final Hook (more emotion):
I been alone in a crowd, yeah, surrounded but lonely
Got love from a distance, nobody really know me
Heart full of scars, got me movin’ real slowly
I don’t trust smiles, they be showin’ up phony
Alone in a crowd, yeah, I learned how to cope
Too much weight on my chest, barely hangin’ to hope
They see me shine, think I’m livin’ in gold
But the pain still deep, yeah, it never get old
Outro:
Yeah…
If you feel this, you not alone
Even when it feel like it
