Thinking about it.

Entering my mind is like going back in time and into the future at the same time,

Crazy and divine at the same time ,

It's like sleeping and working at the same time, Like eating and poopen at the same time, Like going to sleep after doing a line, Tequila without a lime, Sprinting the right direction but running backwards,

All along thinking about almost everything the mind can find to contemplate and ponder, what's divinity, what makes something divine, who chose the name orange for the Color. who chose to name a fruit the same,

What happens if you poop out of a plane will it Disintegrate, or make it down to possibly hit someone.

How much water can a person drink at once, have I ever crossed that line,

Entering my mind is like going back in time and into the future at the same time,

Crazy and divine at the same time ,

It's like sleeping and working at the same time, Like eating and poopen at the same time, Like going to sleep after doing a line, Tequila without a lime, Sprinting the right direction but running backwards,

I wonder what would happen if we cold fly like birds, would everyone leave the people that couldn't, behind,

What if I would have done things differently when I was a kid,

What if teachers did hate up and tried helping instead of suspending us letting our grades fall behind, what if I would have never left my home town when I did,

What if I let Jess come visit when she tried to, would she have still died.

What if I made Kati go for the ride up here would she still be alive, would she have not Ben drugged by that guy, what if I fought harder to when everything was taken instead of dying inside, could I have saved pop's, did me being in complete shock make me blind unable to help during that time,

Entering my mind is like going back in time and into the future at the same time,

Crazy and divine at the same time ,

It's like sleeping and working at the same time, Like eating and poopen at the same time, Like going to sleep after doing a line, Tequila without a lime, Sprinting the right direction but running backwards,

What would have happened if anyone helped me instead of leaving me for dead, would everything have been fine, could I have done better instead of climbing in a hole of depression and shok,

What could I have done better, should I have tole everything rite away, instead of waiting and letting everything buld up,

Was he really proud of me or was I a pain in the ass to him, did he know how much I appreciate him and how badly it killed me inside, what she did to me when he was in the hospital, that u really tried, to be there by his side, or last time I saw him gave him a hug goodbye, did he know how hard I tried, how sad I still am how I lost myself when he died, did he know the night he died it was his last and that's why he called, I hope he knows how much I love him, and what everyone did,