My Story

This is my story and how the lord saved my life, more than twice and now I finally know why.

Growing up no one knew my name. Like a ghost was i was never the same.

Just trying to fit in, trying hard just to blend.

Always knew I was just a little bit different.

Mind bent in ways it wasn’t intended.

Yet here I stand all full in his glory, never felt worthy now here is my story.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Said please don’t take too long.

Got out of school and didn’t stay long enough.

Couldn’t wait to grow up and start my own life.

Was just kid that thought himself a man.

Had my own kids, a wife and a plan.

Didn’t know how to take the pressure. Became unstable, pained and too much pressure with not enough play and no pleasure. It blew up a scale with no measure.

Still I never gave up, on my knees I’d struggle and cuss.

Still I believed i had to try when enough wasn’t enough.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Got locked up for doing people wrong, was a damned drunken fool and was left all alone.

Many nights spent in a darkened black out. No memories of what happened just shackled and bound.

Payed the heavy price for the sins I committed, but I prayed and even though I didn’t want to admit it.

I needed help from above and not me, I thank God he heard me and then I heard him say…

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

He pulled from beyond my grave, to stand me on my own two feet. Have a home, wife, kids and a life. I could only thank God for the price. Where I’m at is because of his grace, now I’m proud and it’s all by his grace. I feel the struggle I once had is gone. This is my story and why I belong.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.

Please Lord believe me. Didn’t do this on my own.

The good Lord was looking out.

Showed me where I belong.